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| Wow! I haven't updated for awhile! But I'm back and doing ok  .
Well maybe not
I went to the doctor, I'm not at a healthy weight for my height  and I thought I was a disgusting fat ass. That part was ok. I mean inside I was skipping but also I was like oh shit, now my moms going to be on my back 24/7 and make me get even fatter. And...
He said I was a control freak.
Not in those exact words, but he said I had a problem with having to be in control which could have helped retrigger my ED. WTF!  I went to go see if I was ok, I didn't want his opinion on my personality!
Gosh, doctors. 
Well, I'm going to go comment! Leave me lovely comments!!
Ms. Ana | | |
| Well, I've been tagged. Yay!
You've been tagged!
The Rules: First player of this game starts with the topic "5 Things I Hate (pet peeves)," and the people who get tagged need to write a xanga entry about their five pet peeves as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next five people and list their names. Don't forget to write a comment saying "you're tagged" on their xanga, and tell them to read yours. No double tagging.
So, the thing is pet peeves, wow, I have alot, only five?
1. Fat people or anybody really that says they're trying to lose weight and then sit down with a cheesburger, fries, a soda and an ice cream bar.
2. Fake people that are all sweet to your face and then go and trash talk you
3. People that believe those fake people
4. Guys that cheat on their girlfriends, I mean if your done with them or whatever, just break up with them, they're going to end up dumping you when they find out and everyones going to end up hating you so save yourself the trouble, right?
5. Parents that snoop around, they never trust you and you haven't even done anything, yet!
Ok, now for my real entry, today was decent, I had an apple (no cals) and a few sips of a smoothie thing for breakfast (total, we'll say 30) and a sub for dinner, my guess is around 300, so 330, not bad, lucky I got off with that little. Damn parents.
Well, I went shopping with my mom today, got lots of new sutff! Yay! New stuff is always fun. But its kinda frusterating to, I'm sure some of you all understand me. They're making clothes sooo big today that you have to go to like a million stores to find a shirts that fit and even more for pants. Don't even get me started on Express! That used to be my favorite store ever. I would get all my clothes there and then one day, they decided that their 0's would be the size of like tens so I can't buy pants there anymore  so I have to go to American Eagle which is ok, but the thing I liked about Express was most of my friends can't shop there since its so expensive but I can so no one ever had the same anything as me. But with AE, everyone shops there. Grrr, clothes make me mad. Oh well, thats my rant for the day. lol. Good luck! Ms. Ana | | |
| Not much to update. Everythings decent, my mom is keeping a super close eye on me though, I'm fasting, just for 24 hours, it started at three today, maybe I'll keep it going a little longer then that, I haven't fasted in awhile, I'll see how it turns out. Going to go comment! Leave me lots of lovely comments!
Ms. Ana
TIP: I'M HAVING ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHERE ITS JUST HARD TO FOCUS ON ANYTHING AND I DON'T REALLY WANT TO THINK OF A TIP RIGHT NOW, BUT I WILL UPDATE ON TIPS TOMORROW, IF YOU HAVE A SPECIFIC QUESTION OR HAVE A TIP OF YOUR OWN, LEAVE ME A COMMENT | | |
| Hey ladies! I stayed home because I was soo dizzy and everytime I stood up I would black out (the diffrence between blacking out and passing out is when you blackout, you can still move and stuff, everything is just black, just in case ya'll didn't know) So the simple soloution would be to eat right? Yeah, wasn't gonna happen. So I stayed home and drank water and laid around and everything was going good until my mom was like you have to eat. and I was like no, my stomach hurts but after putting up with my "little problem" for 6 years, my mom wasn't falling for that. So she made me these garlic/cheese rolls. at 160 cals each. I had 4! It was pretty bad binge. And then she made me that 100 cal chicken noodle soup. and she made me eat that. plus 6 crackers! And she sat there and watched me eat it! Now my hands and like my whole body is shaking and I'm not sure why, could my body be in shock from so much food? Or could it just be because I can't believe I ate so much? I don't know. Well, I'm going to go, its really hard to type, my fingers keep missing the keys, everyone who left me a comment yesterday, I will comment back tomoroow.
Ms. Ana
TIP: NO TIP TODAY, I'LL LEAVE TWO TOMORROW | | |
| Hey ladies! Hope you all are doing good, I've been doing decent, I had yogurt for breakfast (80) and some jello after school (80) so 160, not horrible but I still have dinner, ever since the mom scare, I have to eat breakfast, a snack after school and dinner, its horrible but just until she forgets. I of course never eat lunch since its the only time away from my mom during a meal so I just drink water and sit with my friends. They don't even notice anymore, they used to think it was weird and worry but I would always make it a point to fast before I hung out with them and then eat something while I was with them. So now even my "best friends" are like shes not aneroxic, she eats all the time. And inside, I'm laughing my ass off. My mom hasn't mentioned finding anything in my room yet and I haven't talked to her about it since I'm pretty sure she'll bring it up eventually. Shes into the "kick me while i'm down" thing. I don't know if I lost any weight because I can only use the scale when my parents aren't home and my mom doesn't work but I feel skinnier, my clothes are defiently loser! I'm considering doing a fast this weekend. Anyone want to join? Comment me!
Ms. Ana
TIP: ALWAYS WEIGH YOURSELF AT THE SAME TIME EACH DAY, IF YOU DON'T, YOU MIGHT AS WELL NOT EVEN BOTHER, THE READING WON'T BE ACCURATE.
By the way, if you have any questions, leave me a comment asking them and my next tip in my next post will be based on your question. | | |
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